Okay, so tomorrow at 10 am I have my first appointment with a doctor in almost five years. I have to prepare a list of things to talk about when I get there. It always makes me nervous when I go in to talk to a doctor and I bring a list, but there it is: I don't have insurance very often, so I have little choice but to bring them a laundry list of complaints and hope it can be settled out. I also need to make an eye doctor appointment, but that will simply have to wait.