I want, I don't want, I want to, I don't want to...Can I just put everything on hold for a while? Everyone? Break time? I guess break time's over, time to put back together everything I broke.

"You're accessing the cards on a completely symbolic level" -Gates of Ivory

I think I'm too disorganized to be me. Maybe I should have followed that idea I had hanging out with Collin, years ago, at the tower in Pittsburgh. Nah, I'd probably make a mess of that one.

Still, in a way, that is what I do. Not the making a mess part, there's no "in a way" about that. I mean, you people *have* seen my car, right?

I need to go visit my parents. I always get a sense of balance from that.