You know, I kind of miss the days when no one read this, in a way. It
was kind of interesting writing something that you knew no one would
read. Still, it's interesting having an audience as well. I finished
my first serious song, it just needs some polishing. I have yet to
write a song that isn't the result of some form of anger.
Interesting. Says a lot about my repressed emotions, I think. The
emotion I tend to repress the most is the one which gets expressed.
This has been the cause of a lot of spontaneous decisions in the past,
some of which I have of course regretted, some not. I am quite adept
at living with the consequences of said decisions, whether they were
good choices or not. This, I think, is something that people in my
past have underestimated. Very likely this will continue. I have an
unusual perspective on my life, to this day.