So I went to the psychiatrist yesterday, and he gave me Resperdal, a mood stabilizer. Apparently, I'm a wee bit bipolar, at least enough to register a 37 on a depression scale where 33-36 is considered "severe". Yay. In any event, the effects were dramatic to say the least. This morning I was in the best mood I've been in since high school, minus certain experiences I won't detail. John pointed out that he hadn't seen me in this good of a mood since about 15-16 either. Very cool. Either I'm really happy, or about to tip over the edge to mania. We shall see.